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a better life.And as every good
things comes from God thus He have to be known.I am writing this so that in
future many dare to trode in this path where we were earlier insulted,rebuked
,jocked and looked down upon.As then only this world will be a better place.
As good man influence
other to become more gooder.From my experience there is certain things which
highest God and His Holy son alone is seen to do this days.As a matter of fact
as I was operated alive;as the anesthesia failed and was so much suffering that
I cried to all gods to save me.
But I
get no reply;again I cried all the gods to even kill me.There was also no reply
still.Than I suddenly felt that I have committed so much sin in my life and was
going to hell .And I was compelled to repent and after that felt like a power
of Lord Christ touched me.Friends the experience in death bed is horrible.My
concern for all of you is making me to tell this facts also and for the
betterment of the mankind.As prior to this operation I never knew the Jesus
Christ so closely.And each time we hear some one have died forget to think that
our number is also coming.
I am telling this so that
there is real love and effection when there is life and one desiring to work
for the God may do so;as it is previlage to do so when we are alive this need
to be known by all.As see the wordly richness and happiness have dire
consequences also;and thus rich and poor
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alike cannot escape problem and
death.Those who have sinned and have made no confession they need to be told of
the facts.
As some who have power to
pardon this is only Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.As other may have also some
power but by denouncing Him we are denouncing the creator only.See having said
this elonquet comment I don`t claim that I am the best.But in the day of
Judgement I may be atleast forgiven for some of my misdenemours.
See the Country will be alone great and
gained super power stardom by making truth as way of life.Actually some one
like Subash Chandra Boseji may have been needed as leader in initial years to
make the country like Singapore.Soemetimes we never understand how the
countries fate was disturbed by one whom we think was good.As this was time
when there was blind obedience to leader.Thus the devil and the divine power
earlier first seen to be targeting the leader.But may be as at that time there
was too many evil spirit so they got backslide?
See the extent of the
devils interference in life he does it by trying to attack the main thing e,i-
election;here the Publics are seen to cry more louder for there political
master then there real God also.Even the Lord Shiva was compelled to drink the
poison even if He knew that it was
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bad.Thus the God the father was
compelled to send His best to defeat the devil.
And you will find
everything about the Lord Christ different;he healed a dead one.Himself died in
the cross rosed up after three days;stayed with about 500 desciples for 40 days
and went to heaven in everyones presence.This great stories are always told but
there will be only aptitude of hearing this facts by the few man.Thus the God
seems to choose and call a person.But those who seek Him in there own may be a
better man.
Why many good
Persons are still left out in other religion also and called by Him
personally?And to my point of view God may be giving time to the top sinners
before saving others and thus leaving others under the security of good
persons.As the saying goes the fileds are many but the workers are few.
The Lord is still now
seems to be restless for us even in heaven he seems to be not happy and may be
more concerned for coming danger for all.And see many of my readers will even
laugh at me for writing this stuffs.Thinking this is worthless but some have to
be obedient to Him.As He have been truthful to His promise and have saved in
Operation theatre when I was a lump of meat also.
And was it not better
for me to write His glory then to rote in
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hell also;as all of us have been made
by Him helped at one point of time and have never say thank you God.As inspite
of all the problems you have still made me to pull on.And even in our nearby
place the political leaders calendar are said to be kept above the calendar of
the God`s son also.
And the Hindu brothers seems to have been
brainwashed by the movie to think that godess is one who come with laddu full
of plate when he is cried for Darshan like in Santhosi Maa film.But honestly
non of this is going to happen atleast with this generation.As we have become
so stubborn and even the Yama seems to be scarred with this youth driving bike
so fastly.See my family is perhaps more conservative then many Hindus and as
such eye brow rising on my comments is unfounded.
As still now rain is seen to
fall when there is my local family pooja/Havan this is even accepted by
Ex-hon`ble Chief Secy Govt. of Arunachal Tabom Bamji I.A.S also.But heart is
what Lord sees and He uses some as He wish so He seems to be the one who
chooses.And in fact His calling have to be waited by Human being.As even if one
have all the power in this earth.
But not recognized by
Him then it will be meaningless.As He can alone give immortality to soul,rise
you from death and do all short of
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things which other power on earth can
never do.On the death bad I had promised to commit myself to do God`s work in
the rest of the life;and so for many years after I was healed was loitering
hear.I perhaps wasted this time so far as I was disloyal to Him;and most
logical thing I can still do is praising Him only.
As in my days of
troubles this may have been time where I needed a good Holy word of God or
psychatrist for counselling.After all imagine what will be the condition of man
if he is operated alive.And to make the matter worst my relatives asked me to
not become a Christian also.As at that time Christians was really not liked in
our society;still now many openly say that they have poor opinion of the Christians.
And as my family is a
close nit family I had to also see there view points also.But today feeling
that the devil is also using the weakest and emotional point sometimes to
confuse a believer.So ones you join the congregration give a damn to any ifs
and buts.Be like a fool in following Him as Lamb follows a Shephard as He is
the best Shephard.
And thus sometimes when one is going to take right step he seems to be
distubed a lot and sometimes by using his own also.And slowly and slowly I regrouped
myself; honestly initially even going
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to Church was matter of shame as if
every one was looking at me.But life was never same again once I thought the
life and death belong to Lord.
I went through many hardship
like the other Christian beginners;the bag with the Holy Bible was in my
shoulder for many years like the new converts in our Village;and in a place
where monetary gain alone is the reason for respect I may have been an and till
now also embrassement to my rich relatives also.
The Peoples started
avoiding me as I may have been useless for them and it is also natural as being
a new State everybody seems to be after Roti,kapda and Makan here.But I hardly
missed a fasting programme and Healing Crusade and gospel chance.There was time
my concience also started questioning me.What you have gained?as my friends
where very much successful and established.
I could have got what
my heart have been always longing for earlier for someone also.But I was
controlled by a power from where I could not free myself also.As I belong to
Him now as He saved me it was as master wished that I have to live
henceforth.As once you are saved by him then you cannot escape Him also.
After all I was
saved by Him and I was in His command.And finally frustrated and helpless once
on the prophesy of a CRC member I went
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to 40 days fasting programme in Chate
which is in Medziphema Nagaland.And by that time as my family members seems to
have been fed up of me.But Lord definitely opened up my way for the fasting
programme as it was His programme.On reaching Chate prayer centre I decided
even if I have to die I will come back with the answers in my life.
The main prayer warrior of
Chate Prayer centre-Sister Neipu Kri was telling me God was commanding me for
40 days fasting programme.Initially she was about to say 21 days and after
seeing my happiness in face I suppose said 40 days;with great pain I had to
accept His/her verdict.As till then I have already sit for 3 days,10 days and
21 days and all was real taugh;and honestly 40 days was really to much for me
also.Neverthless I thought it was better for me to die in lord`s programme then
to live a purposeless life.
My ordeal begine
;see the fasting and prayer is not an easy thing so the one who have finished
this have to be respected.First 5 days I did not took even water though I was
supposed to sit in that stage for 3 days.I was being told that I am not opening
up my own and family members sins in my prayer confessions to Lord.
And mind it this
Roman Catholic confession system is also good;as for a Christian one like it or
not oneday he have to sit for a tiresome
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confession and fasting if he neglect
God`s programme.As a more a person is outspoken more there seems to be a
Fasting programme and if there is avoidance then there seems to be a great
temptations sooner or later.
As ours is a new
Christian growing society thus all the burden of others seems to fall on the
new converts.And honestly in young age non is interested in this spirituality;but
by the age grows there is a natural inclination to the spirituality.But this
days also feel sorry for new converts as if they have no deep connection with
Lord they will have lots of problem for sure.Thus this is also not good to
speak bombasticly in the pulpit and show only the hunky dory side of the
Heaven.
As Christianity is
not a fashion but promising to carry the burden of cross.And one if accept this
he is compelled to carry it;thus the new converts should be also preferred to
be a born again person.But neverthlessly Lord is also there for a better
Christian also in each moment of life.But in the end this religion is really
and finaly find to be result oriented;as the Holy Spirit is really felt so
close.
And in the end the fear of loosing and the
happiness of winning don`t matter any further.And honestly in the fasting
programme I was asking and thinking why on earth have I committed any sins
also?But after 5 days of gruelsome sin confessions the past sins sponteniously
started coming into my mind and they asked me to write it down.And soon the
diary
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was filled up with all short of sins
big and small done by me.This was as shown in vision.
Thus this vision
and prophesy are truth and only who have faced this will believe it.But those
who will slog will alone gain is the mantra here also.This was the most
pathetic experience in my life as you have to give focuss to the daily bread of
Lord that is His Holy word and avoid the body/wordly need.And mind it unless
God calls and one have strong will power he cannot make it happen also;as
hunger seems to be the reason for all short of sins for sure.
But God` mercy have
been there that made it successful and
finish my 40 days fasting programme without rice and meat;only magi and
fruits after every two and half days that too in lunch time.Only we were made
to do was prayer and more prayer basically intersessiory prayers for other`s
even personal enemies also.
In the last three
days we were made to sit for three days secret fasting in the closed room and
asking for His blessings.My partner was my Hon`ble PPA Standing President Nick
Kaminjis mother who also sees me like his son.Honestly on the final night God
show me a hand in vision which was writing; today I feel like this writing
skills have been given by Him.
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Today also I feel that
unless I was blessed with this writing ability I may have been never been
writing in my blog.And this Noble in this tense time also , as writing also
need lots of patience;I myself don`t consider as a good writer but honestly
this is something which one will never have much aptitude.
And as I may have been
also so closed to God at that time that once a Arunachalee couples from the
Gensi Mihuk Taipodia and wife also asked me to prey for them.And God showed me
live vision in the broad day light.Snakes like shadow in his face;Mihuks wife
was surprised and accepted that after killing three Pythons his husband have
become short of foolish and speechless person.As in the Galo belief system the
big animals are also forbidden to be killed.
Thus the Holy spirit work
theory is not wrong;but it takes so long to come in one person that most of the
Peoples think it is pigment of one`s imagination.As non want to leave there
comfort zone and does not want to share the cross of Lord who died for our sin
for a second also.See when Lord Christ made supreme sacrifice He never took 2nd
thought.Thus is it not bad when we make lots of ifs and buts,and even question
His credibility?
So God is for sure
but till one reach this stage of facing the
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truth it is very difficult to know
and feel His power also.As the God want is unflinching loyalty to Him above
everything else;after all He is master and this was really difficult for late
converts like us.And as for the Sunday school Church goers it may be easy
thing.
As even the most loved one may be
your loss for price of being closed to Him;but today seeing this all as the
temptations by the devil also.As he may have been also aware of God`s special
purpose in my life from day one.
After all many peoples is waiting for Him and
praying days and nights for years and only best of best alone will reach near
to Him.And will Perhaps receive personal programme from Him also and are they
not blessed Peoples also? Having said that there are much better Christian`s in
Arunachal Pradesh then me also;I suppose I am still the worst.As I have still
medical problems and genuinely need everyones prayer support in each moment of
my life.
Thus the Peoples does not
realise the importance of working for His will as some may get His grace easily
also;if they support a man in His mission.And see even if you don`t come
forward to help that man with His mission ;someone else may also.And it will be
your loss;as after a age non will be perhaps satisfied with this wordly
pleasure also.
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And this the Jacheus the
tax collector may have felt as for him you see money was a common thing.Thus
the time of choosing a right step is also very important for a man to get
salvation.As he was a smart man so seems to manage both the greatest blessings
wordly pleasure and after it salvation also.
See as the living
God His power is so spectacular so I am writing this testimonies and every bit
of this claims are right.And on fasting programme God showed me two great
persons of my Galo community in there death bad to be gospelled.One house gate
of richest man of our society;and other the house of a neighbor; where a long Dipe/decoration of the
alter for sacrifice to deity was shown.They should have heard and accepted the
Lord`s and Saviour as there savior and then may be there life have been
enhanced.
Sometimes it is not right to tell the name of dead persons as they where
not politicians and did not owe anything to the society. As it is real fact
which I experienced that made me think that the Holy Spirit possessed persons
specially from the prayer centres don`t come to one`s house without any basis
unless command by master so respect them.
And as I
have to respect the name of the dead persons who are no more and not Christians
so there name have been not referred.And many more miracles where made to be done
by me.But
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Basically I seems to have been
bestowed more with little bit of the political prophesy power by Lord.
See I suppose the good
God does not make one a bigger person for his divine blessings also;and after
committing many mistakes I also did not developed and today after great
repentance I seem to have been again forgiven.See what People have to
appreciate is that they stand to gain much from a truthful man like Arvind
Kejriwalji also.But he again is also due to God`s inspiration only;as this days
God seems to be more foccussed in bringing right kind of leadership who have
suffered in there life which may be like sitting for long fasting also.
See the Poor voters
may be made to suffer more for despising there own leaders by the divine power
also.As in many case even the haves class society members may be mislead by a
vocal supporter also.Thus for some family members who want long life may have
to give a 2nd thought also.As for them most important will be living
in God`s side.See by criticizing a leader in his back one does not become great
man in fact he is a cunning person and will doom his own leader by this sin.
As the justice and
equality have been seen to be main guideline of Holy Bible also.And for one who
is avoiding this doctrine in there divine life Lord may not fogive also.See it
is possible for saving a small desciple like me Lord may spoiled the Congress
parties’ prospects in whole India also.
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As the mother of all the
sin is said to be the neglect of the Holy Spirit`s prophesy.As I have been
promised of great future of respect and appreciation by few Holy man as
blessing to come from His side.Lets see what is the future stored for me?
As some of the power
obsessed Congress man may dare to even challenge the God`s power; as all the
prophetic warning concerning my life I have always tried to give the
information to the stake holder some even top Congress man who are my face book
friends also.Thus the local lebel leaders may have to ultimately hear there
Highcommands order.After all for long the party discipline have been used in
the leap of the local Congress leaders.
Now when this is time to
make supreme sacrifice for the Gandhi family who is the real master of Congress
party.Hope the local leaders will be ready to sacrifice also.As it is important
to know your purpose in life as told by God and just go ahead,eventually Peoples
will flock to you this I feel will be the true experience of a Pilgrim on his
way to final journey.After all world belong to the master and any one who lives
here have to accept the masters voice isn`t it?Even the Gandhi family isn`t it?
As after the Congress drubbing in
the Delhi also is it not time for the Congress man to study this reports
seriously?See the local Congress leadership in the Basar area have long enjoyed
cooperation by the Christian majority voters;thus the reciprocation should have
been spontenious isn`t it
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on that account also; leave aside the
promise conveyed to me to help this time by a common powerful person in
establishment?
As the fact is the
Christians have been discriminated here so far and even the other religious
house have been helped more by the Govt.In fact this is a common phenomenon
here in this State as best of the Park land in the side of the road have been
occupied by the temple developers.Though I am not against the temple but
atleast park and Garden should have been kept it is.
And see the
Gandhi family and the seniour Christian leaders of the State have been given
terrible amount of prayer support by the poor and downtrodden Christian brother
and sisters of A.P.Thinking they have Christian roots and still then why this
insincerity in some place.And they boast of secularism;and see this I am not
saying because I am willing to be in the political prey now.But there seems to
be a hidden agenda of discrimination and this may be due to the contractor
leaders taking easy way of only appeasing the top class.
As those Godly persons
who are also suffering in this part of the world inspite of the divine prophesy
of Evan.Christopher also in the healing Aalo crusade;will God not send His
angels to help us?As his 2nd prophesy in
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the Aalo Healing Crusade is yet to be
over where the State of Arunachal is going to be made as God centric State
which may mean that most of the political leaders next time will be God fearing
Persons only.After all the prophetic visions and proclamations will it not be
good for all?
Thus the
Modi Phobia may be Congress parties own making also.As all the politics starts
stopping when the Lord`s will come;and today where the falling of the Congress
party in the centre is more or less fate accomplish.Have they something other
plan then to atleast pass a strong Lok Ayukta in State of Arunachal pradesh
even if there is difficulty in taking other steps also?
After all will it not be
eventually the member of the top power corridor who will be accountable if the
injustice is allowed in lower level?As the Contactor leaders mostly in the
state of Arunachal Pradesh seems to have hurt the divine power also by there
power obsessions.And worst trying to justify there position still.
See unfortunately the
critics may never realize how I had to also suffer and sacrifice in life
also;but this God alone keep record of a person`s earlier good deed and
pain.Though many Publics here seems to see the bank balance of leaders only and
make a younger brother an elder brother if he have more money.
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And misconstrue the
Company Bulldozer kept in ones house front as how he have become very rich?And
this attitude in the Publics spread by the vested interest groups seems to have
now made all unhappy here.And which instead may be taken advantage by the
negetive energy also,the principilaties of dark force which Lord want us to
fight in life.
As this gossif is meaningless
the God will perhaps not help the Poor Publics if they don`t love there own
poorer leaders.As there seems to be great many expectations from the alive
one`s by the dead relatives also.This hopeless scene may have also made
forefathers soul like dracula needing blood and will never like the society to
change for there reluctance to face the day of judgement.
Thus we have to make a big
step forward in all the field and thus election should be a time to change for
better.Willing to vote for the future we believe in as need is finding real
solution to all the problems not white washing.
And worst part is if
we don`t change now many Childrens tomorrow may end up like us.As Holy Bible
says of gnassing of teeth in burning sulfer in hell for the excessive corrupted
and selfish rich Peoples.And as this may have been pooh poohed so I may be
given a chance in life to arn other.
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And see if top change
many Publics below will also change;and even after my warning if top People
still try to act smart many temptations may directly come against them
also.This Poor Publics seems to neglect that many rich Peoples are also so poor
that they have no decent sleep as well.So even if not from materialistic way
one need to feel that he/she may is a very successful person in his/her own
way.
But today if I am in a
authority to advise and convince the haves class also then I am true son of God
also.As good God will also not like to miss them in heaven.See even 5% of there
manipulative tactics they use it for God`s kingdom`s extention then this world will be a better place.As
interestingly unlike in the other place not a single rich man is seen joining
Christianity in Galo clan barring brother Gokar Lombiji who also joined
Christianity when the believers in thy mission needed him most.
There is common
feeling here in our Galo society that only a poor person join this religion.And
they need to repent and realise there folly after seeing the success story of
the Nagas and the Nyishi brothers.And so we also soon need to have a role model
of perfection which can perhaps satisfy the Publics imagination here.
Thus I am
also praying to Lord for giving us richness so that the Missionery family also
can be helped;as they are preying so much
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for others and non is caring for
them.As all the religion shows that the good deeds of the son and descendents
help in the journey of the father and forefathers soul also.So time to now
accompany and help man in God`s mission least your soul also get ragged by
previous family members souls now in hell.
So there is lots of
expectations from all quarters from God`s desciples this time to help us; as
what ultimately one need is 6mtr. by 2 mtr. Area after death.And this seems to
be needed to be teach to our co-inhabitents this way or that way.
And for some
may be it is now too near also and thus should not make this issue a
controvercial issues;as my motive is pure and I really mean business which is
everyones well being.And after writing this I have now feeling that I have been
truthful to Him so your criticism will be of no concern to me also.
As many have resorted to
more sinister way to earn money also and I am trying the way which God seems to
have given me.But I have tried to tell the truth,the truth that will liberate
all.As if there is fear of God then alone this Society will prosper or all the
election manifesto and ideology will be meaningless also.
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See if God blesses every road will be
opened.And if I really want to become my peoples leader how I can tell them
lies in the first instance.As nothing will be in my hand and everything with
Him;and I will be always also needing your all prayer support also and you have
been secretly given me that so far so I have reached upto this position.See in
the old practise of Galo and Aryans as seen in Vedic period ,there was natural presence of the divine
power.As addressed as Brahma,Vishnu and Mahesh.And after this the law was
blessed by God to command Humanity thus come Manusmriti,Ramayana and
Mahabharta.
As at that time sin was
perhaps less but soon the law was seen helpless and seems to have been
redrafted by human beings to see there own interest.After all it is upto God to
send right avatar in when,where to whom.And today due to the haves class policy
of pride and prejudice and hizzacking the Godheadness only the prophesy seems
to be coming now.Sometimes we fail to understand the greatness of time we live
in.
Today God He seems to have now send the better options in
Lord Christ avatar this is plain and simple.He is the one which have been asked
to be wait by all the religion and prophets also.But to understand it one have
to read all the Shastras and religion doctrines with absolute respect and
neutrality.See if there have been no Lord`s forgiveness doctrine
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