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leadership to be made through them
and may be while in Rome you have to be like Roman also.
Here in this State personal
relation seems to be mattering more;even if a successful professional person
may get the drubbing in the election.As we had already seen so much trouble as
from political background family; as my father from richest man suddenly become
very simple man;thus the political ambition is honestly not much in me.
Only the destiny have to be
seen where I am leaded by God and my Publics;and unless one is real sincere
should not come in political arena also.As the workers and supporters have too
many expectations from the leader.As even if the prophesy of spectacular
success for me have come from the prophets;I believe only Lord will show
everything in right time.As tomorrow there may also be a greater incidents with
far reaching ramifications also.And as for now I have to be only praying for
more of His blessings.
And this waiting
for the God`s commandment seems to have made me also to be not foccussed in
earning money till now;as I was always sure of a great commission for me in my
life.But this experiment should not be imbibed by other also;as I also endured
many hardship for Lord also.And I have the reason to really respect all the
great spiritual man also;after I also endured some hardhip and seem to have
known some spiritual facts.
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And initially I also got
too many criticism and rejection also and thus word of advise for the new
believers take the spiritualism seriously and more there is carelessness more
there will be slow in progress also.Thus one should focus in where he is good
in;as in exceptional circumstance alone God may interfere;and it is difficult
for the simple man to see the pain of great man like father of the nation
Gandhiji got also.As non see how much they have sacrificed in there life;but
they really deserve standing ovations.
And may be that kind
of role of a great man is also needed in this State also; as non like to drink
the poison and this perhaps great man like Cabinet Minister Sri Setong Senaji
can alone justify also.As amidst some who can say no anymore to power and
position then I suppose Bada Bhai can be that soul; there is also some few good
soul left in the Congress Party and the truth have to be accepted.
Other person who really
inspired me was my elder brother Er.Tomo Basar Chief Engineer Drawing and
Disbursment PHED Govt. of Arunachal Pradesh have been really instrumental in
refining me from day one.As his love for me was phenomenal as it also seems to
have spoiled me as well as I have been so dependent on him.And its now my turn
to show something good to him also.And all the Publics and friends who love me
and have expectations from me.
See the great man seems to
become by fleak and past
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problems they endure in life seems to
have helped them.I will never reach even one percent of Swami Vivekanandaji
also.As inspite of this lap top also I still make so much of silly grammatical
mistakes.See I had to face lots of bully in my school days, lost my best friend
early,and my precious mother,then this operation thing and academic disturbance
etc.In fact I really deserve love and mercy from all as even then I have tried
to live for others leaving my own comfort.
And from my elder brothers
perspective he may like me to avoid politics as it is filled with thorns.And
this I also accept but if there is will of God then with little sacrifice I may
be able to cross the surmounting problems.See I am also a simple man but some
have to after all tie the bell in the neck of the Cat.As the conglomeration of
the vested interest politician,businessman and beurocrates have eroded the
confidence of the Publics.And soon in this State blood may also boil.After all
this is a sensistive place so it was time for all to make a introspection of
highest order.
And
there is a feeling that ultimately ones own comes in aid also;but if it is God`s
mission hope in coming time some other Guardian angels from far of corner will
also like to share the credit of divine
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Commission mission.As it is fool who
will like to lost his everything will Question the presence of Lord and His
will.
As dead have
been rised in our earlier election campaign;and definitely this will be by Lord
only;and perhaps after this no more greater thing is left by the Lord to show
also that He loves me.And thus coming time will decide my future as this God is
seen to be blessing more when His desciples are also criticized
meaninglessly.As how long the Poor brothers can be seduced to criticize there
own Poor leaders?
And so for those who want
me out from political race can atleast never do so by the hatred for sure.As we
tend to forget that ultimately everything is given by Him only and we are his
mare tools.Thus it is important to know you are surrounded by what kind of
peoples as the same Peoples who are encouraging you now may be making a dark
pith for you also to fall down.As William sackspeare said,`always be afraid of
lean and thin hungry looking Peoples as they are dangerous.`All thing done and
said if one man is destined to harm himself so be it.
As the Lord`s will may be done in
earth as it is heaven amen.As is there any dirth of deadly deaseases this days
like pressure and stroke?Thus friendship with the new kids in the block is the
best policy.Earlier in my Delhi college days when I was made as the president
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ASUD I had no problem mingling with
the Budhist brothers from the Tawang side also.
And this made me close
with Uncle P.K.Thungon Ex-Hon`ble Minister MOS Govt. of India and I was invited
in there Lossar festivals also.In such festival I had once chance to chat
nicely with the cine star Rajesh khannaji also.Thus nothing like friendship as
you loss nothing;so never hate a person only for his religious and communal
background.As for the Bomdilla and Tawang guys they were seen busy trying to
change there course in new college in the 2nd year.As the Uncle
Thungonjis area of influence was perhaps limited to South campus only and each
time a new Guy come he used to recommend to the South college principales.
And as the north campus guys
were seen with much respect at that time thus they used to feel very dejected
later on.Thus the Guys need to have learnt there lesions well that in life a
good study needed to be made first to enter a field.And this Hon`ble MLA Sri
Jambeji and Purpha Tsring who used to be my juniours hope they have same amount
of love and respect for me still.As the real litmus test of a person is how he
treats his close one when he is seeing good times.
The closeness with the Budhist brothers in
Delhi University days
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also enabled me to defeat my
colleague Kiran Rijuji in ASUD election for Presidential post;to this days we
are good friend and himself have reason to accept that I am yet to be helped by
him also.Mrs.Sakuntala Gamlin IAS was praising my platform speech after I
defeated Kiran Rijiju as she seems to have been seeing all the debate.
But Kiranji is also a very
nice person also; sometimes the political success have nothing to do with ones
personality.It is the blessing of the God which some calls as luck and time is also
more important.The Delhi University days was good as well as bad as we managed
to win NESPED football final 3 times in row for our State defeating Nagaland in
the football final match.
The team Arunachal
was so good that we may have even managed to win the Durand cup.And the
surprise element was sudden rise of football star Abu Tayengji right now
Hon`ble ADC he show what was sincerity and dedication by joining the magic team
as number one striker within one year.As for myself and maryom karlo we did the
best thing by preferring to be the defender and mind it the Naga strikers where
calling us as Great wall of China.
To this days I have learnt to play
safe;mind it the person who have no football background may never be able to
become a good leader.As the discipline,team spirit and managerial quality is
not something you will
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Develop overningth specially one born
with the golden spoon may have big physic but may still have to wait for there
turn.
And after we moved
out from Delhi it is heard things was never same again and the State of
Nagaland started to be the champon of the NESPED.But the Guys in the outside
the field seems to have better time with all the beautiful girls while we were
slogging inside the field.As in the Hindu college field also most of our energy
was taken out by Datta Sir the sport teacher ;and coming through sports quota
was also a horrible thing.
After coming back from D.U
I show Ato Tomo Ribaji Ex-Hon`ble C.M
was trying his last futile attempt to become an MLA.I joined him with
the condition that he will never ever again take my father in his campaign as
he was very sick and old and frustrated for his parties failures.He accepted it
and we started making round of all the villages in the Tirbin circle.
And finally we won against
the myth of powerful Sr.Gegong Apangji Hon`ble C.M in his helmns of power;and
after this Late Tomo Ribaji he again wanted to contest as Hon`ble M.P which I
warned but he refused.And this seems to have been genesis of his
downfall;sometimes one single decision seems to ruin a persons carrier.
Neverthless It was a great
experience to work with a great person of my time.After he died and I could not
come to his burial ceremony.I show
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a dream where I feel like he have
given his legacy to me.And this made me sentimental to leave PPA till this
days.All this experience and meeting so many Peoples and knowing there views
seems to have been a wonderful experience for me.
And thus leaving
politics may be a great blunder for me as the day I become president ASUD then
my fate was sealed.The Collegians need to know what is there aim in life?never
go by what friends call but decide as you want.As it is you who can make a best
decision may God bless you all.
As the Arunachal
Guy`s with the first generation education experience will have greater problem
knowing about there future plans.Thus the need for the educated leader is
imperative this the parents need to know as our uneducated leaders will be
never be able to give carrier councelling to the future generation.
So they seems to
have so many problems in the outside.There is now need for a top charismatic
leadership,who can fill in the gap between this North and South communication
gap this is for both the State and centre.As by fighting non can win as a small
ant may retaliate in there own way if they are tried to be killed.Thus the
neighbouring State of the North east State and country man must learn to live
with each other.And
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Reign in on the few jeolots who are
trying to harm the peace and tranquility of the neighbouring State.
The central Govt. must
immediately make a neutral zone/Laxman Recka between all the States with the
help of a monument and Global position system and make permanent map in
internet with the help of new technology of Googles.So that there is no more
further encroaching of land towards Arunachal Pradesh side by the bigger State
and future risk of violence and misunderstanding.As for long this problem is
neglected by both the Congress leaders in the both side of the State.
And
see even if Mosses was a sinner and have also murdered the Pharoah`s man yet the
God seem to have liked his love for his own Peoples isn`t it?Thus need of time
is a God choosen leader as non can solve a pressing problem by money and muscle
power only.See seldom that fire is seen in man for others this fire seems to
have been also kindled to some this days by Holy Ghost.Which have to be
appreciated ;and given chance tomorrow the new leadership is ready to show it
also.
As the God
fearing persons should have concentrate in the spiritual persuits;but at the
same time the society should have been devoid of the excessive corrupted ones
also.As social obligation also refrain us to make a spiritual commitment as how
can all be escapist also?As when I was
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dying inside the operation theatre
the highest form of love for the poor and down trodden alone seems to have
healed me.So I want to help the Peoples in my own way.And see as this miracle
have been felt by me even if I was not a Christian thus there is definitely
something to tell to others.
As the need seems to be
glorifying God who alone will find a way out.As for long we have voted rich and
corrupted leaders but they have made more mess of the society.Thus for the
Publics to now vote on the ideology of a leader.See if there is too much attack
agianst a leader then he may have also certain goodness.Thus his plans must be
heard also.Even if he cannot be able to give the money which the Ponu party
take also.
Honestly for a God fearing
person best happiness is serving Lord and for it if necessary preparing to make
headlong collision with those who think they have the birth right to enjoy life
the way they want may be also permissible.As the consciousness that this world
is momentary seems to be shown to great man.But as the Devil is so cunning and
manipulative that they can even use the God`s man also.
This can be seen from the
serial Da Vinci`s Demon where the murder seems to have been happened inside the
Holy Church by the God`s man also.Thus unlike other religious man we can`t be
careless and always
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need to be vigilant even if earlier
great many power have been displayed through some disciple.
My family have also reason to acept
that they have been also blessed may be for my divine work also.And today when
I also look back my brothers where also practical Peoples and there love for me
is also genuine; which perhaps made them to warn me to be financially sound for
times as such.
And honestly there was
earlier good scope for making money for an ordinary person also.Yet I don`t
regret as from the day one I wanted to test the pain of the poor brothers and
sisters from true sense of terms and hope they will hear my heart`s appeal.Today
when the good time for the Poor and the poor leaders have also fortunately come
in the day of the civil society movement.But honestly here in A.P the AAP will
also take time to excel.
And for me to be
real honest; if the Lord`s blessings have not come this time it would have been
also a brink of frustration situation for me.As the image of one concerned for
the poor brothers and living like them may be now going in my favour now after
this AAP success in Delhi the centre stage of Indian politics.But everything
ultimately also depends on the Publics of the Basar area also.
My family
members should also regret for not earlier hearing some of my prophetic warning
also;as long time back I had asked
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the family to surrender our defunct Saw Mill before the
Hon`ble Supreme court order banning all the timber operation had come.As there
seems to have been a strong intutiaition working in me perhaps called as 6th
sense of sensing coming danger from day one.
And after all one who
studied abroad will have also certain advantage also.And surprisingly later it
always seems to happen what I say in life as all the Saw Mill was banned by the
Hon`ble S.C;and I feel any person who is truthfull, God will guide Him and
always fulfill his wishes also.In fact this is not a uncommon practice even in
other religion.So the enlightened soul one who have attained Boddistava/Nyijik
Nyikok as called in Donyi Poloism have been respected in all the religion.
But the person on whom
God`s special mercy is more the satan also seems to make him do some some
foolish thing also;so always live a prayerful and holy life.As we have to be
now different from others;the trial and tribulation alone make a person to see
a clear vision and view His plan with much elan.
As speaking
truth is a great responsibility;so God seems to be giving moment of glory in
the fake end of his career specially in spiritual arena.As ensuring both
finance,power and surety of salvation will definitely
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take some time also;nevertheless
every one should covet for it.As then only one can die a peaceful death.
As even if you have all
the richness of world but the fake end of carrier is more important;as one who
have initial problem may have better life in the old age also.The large
property under your disposal may not ensure a good Children to take care of you
in the old age also.My journey have been one filled with trials and tribulation
but feel like I am now somehow near the goal.As the truth is Public wants to
hear the truth only but the more truthful person have to be also able to sell
himself.
And today this
social network cites seems to be God send mechanism for us.This is small place
and world have become closer the lier will be eventually caught.And the logical
conviction will alone come from the truth and truth alone.And God fearing
person and educated elites can be alone convinced by truth and there respect
gained by truth alone.As the money and muscle may matter in this State but even
here also many Peoples are now ready to change also.
As
realization is coming now that nothing like a peaceful life as even the rich
ones are seen unhappy about there life this days.The great man like Sri Nick
Kaminji Standing president PPA atleast confess openly that now he is much
relieve man after joining PPA.As he
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claims even if he was a very wealthy
man earlier but there was always an extra burden in his mind a sense of guilt.
The man who live a duplicate
life is harming himself.See so many problems is accepted to come to the present
leadership as they have never solved pressing problem avoided it for future
generation.And have definitely become man not programme to face bad time;as
soon the Publics is supposed to ask many questions to them.
The complaint of the
present Publics with the new leaders is why they are not moving around.And mind
it ones they start moving around last chane for honourable exit of the senior
leaders will be also lost.After all the truth is with the new generation
Leadership as they may have done some personal mistakes but have never
committed Himalayan blunders to the peril of the Publics.As there are so many
mistakes to be told.
And thus many
Publics are now truelly seeing PPA as party with difference and substance.And
true repenters why they should be not given chance also;as if the senior
leaders if they consider themselves as part of this society will definitely
change.And in that case they have to be forgiven;as they are our own and
tomorrow we may can use them for societies betterment as there is real need of good
philanthropist in this State.And after there retirement from politics only
there real goodness can be seen also.
As surety of salvation
need to be there for a believer and as you
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have slogged for it yourself you will
enjoy it alone.So this election time is a matter of great risk for the
Christian believer.And seeing the Holy Bible it is seen that selling one`s
right is worst sin thus there should have been no need of propeshy also to
change.
But my greatest
fear is when I am also made popular and successful I have to be more better Person
also;and this is the most challenging part.As one day each moment of life we
live will be accountable.See greatness is at the reach of all the people only
they need to realize there self.
And see the whimsical
leaders who don`t want to use the positive energy in youths for a good purpose
they may also have to get its consequences someday.And see as so many villages
have even no football grounds;and there was time when the fund was not a big
question.
And the land donators at that time where also
not against land donations so the present leadership may have great problem in
the future.As soon the questions will definately raised from many angle also
and already the social network cite is said to be flooded with it.
And the present
leadership seems to be uncomfortable with this new kind of politics when one
have to show his talent and crativeness .See what a tremendous loss when in
election time worst lies are used ;and
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the youths are used to suppress the
good leaders.It was time for the Youth`s also to rise up and be a positive
energy for the social transformation.
This is even if they
don`t get any money from any quarter after elction .As unless we also helps
ourselves non will also help us thus it is time to vote for the haves not class
who are in majority and have been deprieved for a long time.As there is
possibility that even after a humble appeal to world the help may not come as
usual to us.
As God help them who help themselves.But the great work is already
started by few and mind it in this historic occasions the haves class have
reason to fear the future more.After all for them it is life and death case as
there may be too many disturbing files in this State.As here most of the
politicians are after all business and contractors only.
As even if some wons
the election surreptiously they may lost it again as the Lok Ayukta Bill is
there to be passed sooner or later.And the Hon`ble parliament have directed for
the termination of the convicted Hon`ble MLA and MP also.As the top corrupted
leaders sentenced to jail will again like someone else to go with them;as they
know each other and there secret deals.Thus the pay back time seems to have
come now for the good ones.
. Thus this PPA should
have been seen as best possible honourable exit for haves class also;as it
belong to the believer of Arunachal`s greatness as it talks about searching our
great past and legacy;
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and see unless we love our own
nothing doing.Thus it belong to all-rich and poor,left and right,Christian and
other religious members also.Thus it was time for the Arunachalee to once again
think as one family before the things goes out of the hand of peacemakers like
us who want a amicable solutions.
As already some feels when
90% Poor are already angry with the haves class and see PPA as AAP party of the
State why not take chance by giving clarion call against the haves.Let them go
to hell if they will.So the time is crucial by running away to the BJP this
time the haves class can now never hoodwink the Publics anymore.As the Publics
are now seeing the Aya Ram gaya Ram culture as the clever ploy of the haves
class society members.
And
the Publics are today seen to be seeing the PPA leaders as heros and
martyres.And many Congress loyalist may not go with there own leaders and
prefer to vote for PPA if they run away to BJP also;as this is best middle bet.But
this time some of the senior leaders may not even manage to get BJP ticket
also;as there is already senior leaders in BJP.Thus for Publics best is secured
PPA.And mind it for it Congress torture in the name of ruling Congress party
itself is responsible.
Thus some
one`s political fate is seen to be unpredictable this days.As this is days of
competitive politics.And so some should have accepted the best middle way as it
is highly probable that there will be again coalition Govt. in centre and His
Excellency Governor post may have been at some top leaders easy reach.If they
have atleast remain
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neutral also instead of seen as power
crazy maniacs.
VIII. SEE GOD IS REALLY THERE:-
See my turning point come to take spirituality seriously when I had
virtually died in an operation theatre and Lord Christ surely saved me for
sure.As it is written in Holy Bible-`God is a spirit and those who worship Him
must worship in spirit`as spirit is what is needed most for man.
As Holy Spirit can do
anything;and can rise us one from our death also.Alas this is the truth the
fact which one realize when it is too late,as in this world we are so much
enslaved by the maya.As from time to time few great man seems to have been
given this realization of the greatest power;and as this is a feeling and
cannot be shown so this is a very personal experience.
The problem is the
Human being emphasise more in the sense of seeing and even after God was close
with forefather He was cheated.Thus this time God seems to be playing a
different trick to know the real good person.So personally I feel we should not
ask for our own well being in prayer;reserve it for bad time.
And this is needed to be told
to others as it is only the most precious lessions.As who knows what greater
problem is not awaiting a
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Person.As what matter if another
person is very rich even in election he may utmose give a calendar only talks
many frustrated youth now.As in todays time since all are matured and want
large cash it is impossible to win all by money only.As the people have learnt
that election money is worthless as non gives large amount.
As ultimately the
villagers are also asked to collect money from that person whom few money are
given and there is so much ill will after that.As our Peoples are so much deep
rooted and never want this misunderstand to come.Thus perhaps time have come
for me to tell the truth that nothing like being good and believe in oneself
and the community spirit.As the rich man belong to non of the class they will
only be perhaps busy in there tender work.
This is atleast the
observation till now.And some are also allegging that some surreptious omission
and commission are tried to be removed by rich haves class lobby through there
blue eyed boy.But in todays time I feel even getting ruling power may not help
a person to wash his close relatives previous omission and commission records
also.And more one tries to act smart more there may be eye brows also.
The true
realization of God seems to be given in the end of the man in pilgrim.Thus
there is need to seek the true and perfect God.The
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emphasise of the Idol worship in
Hinduism seems to be later addition.After the Mughals demolished the Somnath
temple.As hatred seems to have prompted the rise of Idol worship all the
more.As in the vedic age it was not so and the King used to go to junge to
medietate.
Then later the coming of
the cinema seems to have glorified this idol worship.And as we Indians think it
only the work of the Brahmans to find the truth thus for long we seems to have
harmed ourselves,family and the nations as this rich knowledge seems to have
been twisted by them for there own benefit.
As if you don`t know the
master then nothing doing;this is like knowing the Hon`ble C.M`s driver and not
getting much benefit.See how long great man is reveared after he dies and is no
more?thus some have to say against the lies and deceit in the life;as there is
so much duplicate and psychopancy in our society now days.See movement a Parent
dies all the Shawls and costly clothes are brought for there offering;may be to
show that the Children have been taking good care of Parents when they where
alive.
And thus unless
this duplicacy is removed we will have never
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